I knew this day would come where I'd eventually see an ex bf of mine that I dated! Of course it's the one where the break up just like TORE my heart out. Only a handful of friends know the real truth, but ya... it was so good to see him, but he didn't seem like he was THRILLED to see me... that and I must of caught him off guard or something.

I hadn't seen him since like 2006.... so it's been a while, and ya I would of thought he would of had a smile on his face...but he had this confused and shocked look on his face. He couldn't even carry a conversation with me...and ya was inching the other direction to walk away...

I got the hint already and yeah did the "it was nice to see you" and yeah went my way with Jennifer in shock.

Ya know at first I was hurt, but like Jenn said...it was ackward... haha.

Ken and I didn't end the way we wanted to, and yeah it was actually a very cruel and unfair breakup that him and I really had no control over.

Thank gawd Jennifer was there... I dunno how I would of been if she wasn't...and I ran into him?

Well like I said I knew the day would come eventually where I would have to see him...and yeah I am okay now.

((((If you're reading this Ken... *shakes head* you could of been a little more less shocked to see me... I am over you - ya know... not over how we broke up, but yeah that's an issue I'll always have but not personally with you.... I'm still a live mister and very much kicking. Yes - orange county is a huge place but were both bound to run into each other....))))

I swear men...

I was telling jennifer over lunch and over the shopping we did how lately I've been more desired...

I still deal with the hot guys that wanna fuck, the great guys that wanna date..and the one's in between but YET I'M STILL SINGLE...

Well I am fucking loving life.

I can't believe I'm going to be a 2nd year flight attendant... wtf... haha.

Anyway... so yeah had fun shopping at the mall. I have no self discipline when it comes to not shopping at south coast plaza. I even went over to our old stomping grounds of Louis Vuitton and was like OOOO... LOUIS, but I'd only work there again really for the discount...not so much the people - just a few of course.

There is one manager there today that I hope she gets fired... I seriously feel she is a horrible manager and ya if I saw her I'd tell her to her face... I don't work for Louis Vuitton anymore so it's like EH BITCH YOU'RE A TERRIBLE MANAGER....

Well taking a day trip back to SLC tomorrow... gotta sign new lease papers for this apartment... of course I want to wear this other pair of D & G sunglasses but I left them at the house, if I have time I'll go grab them.

Anyway just had to vent...

Need to get to bed.. taking the dame 7:50am flight to SLC... ew.

cheers
L